Follow to Know

Then shall we know, if we follow on to know the Lord.
—Hosea 6:3

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NOT all at once, but by degrees shall we attain to holy knowledge, and our business is to persevere and learn by little and little. We need not despair, though our progress may be slow, for we shall yet know. The Lord, who has become our Teacher, will not give up, however slow of understanding we may be: for it is not for His honor that any degree of human folly should baffle His skill. The Lord delights to make the simple wise.

Our duty is to keep to our main topic, and follow on to know, not this peculiar doctrine nor that, but Jehovah Himself. To know Father, Son, and Spirit, the Triune God, this is life eternal.: let us keep to this, for in this way we shall gain complete instruction. By following on to know the Lord, we learn healing after being torn, binding up after smiting, and life after death. Experience has its perfect work when the heart follows the trackway of the Almighty Lord.

My soul, keep thou close to Jesus, follow on to know God in Jesus, and so shalt thou come to the knowledge of Christ, which is the most excellent of all the sciences. The Holy Ghost will lead thee into all truth. Is not this His gracious office? Rely upon Him to fulfill it.

— ‘faith’s checkbook’ Charles H. Spurgeon (September 2)

Why Do I Go Mourning?

— Psalm 42:9

Can you answer this, believer? Can you find any reason why you are so often mourning instead of rejoicing? Why yield to gloomy anticipations? Who told you that the night would never end in day? Who told you that the sea of circumstances would ebb out till there should be nothing left but long stretches of the mud of horrible poverty? Who told you that the winter of your discontent would proceed from frost to frost, from snow and ice and hail to deeper snow and yet more heavy tempest of despair? Don’t you know that day follows night, that flood comes after ebb, that spring and summer succeed winter? Be full of hope! Hope forever! For God does not fail you. Do you know that God loves you in the midst of all this? Mountains, when in darkness hidden, are as real as in the day, and God’s love is as true to you now as it was in your brightest moments. No father chastens always. The Lord hates the rod as much as you do; He only cares to use it for that reason that would make you willing to receive it—namely, it brings about your lasting good. You will yet climb Jacob’s ladder with the angels and behold Him who sits at the top of it—your covenant God. You will yet, amidst the splendors of eternity, forget the trials of time or only remember them to bless the God who led you through them and works your lasting good by them. Come, sing in the midst of tribulation. Rejoice even while passing through the furnace. Make the wilderness blossom like the rose! Cause the desert to ring with your exulting joys, for these light afflictions will soon be over, and then, forever with the Lord, your bliss shall never wane.

Faint not nor fear, His arms are near,
He changeth not, and thou are dear;
Only believe and you shalt see,
That Christ is all in all to thee.

— Morning and Evening (Charles Spurgeon) - July 21st: Evening

Giving Thanks Always

Look carefully then how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is. And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody to the Lord with your heart, giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, submitting to one another out of reverence for Christ.
—Ephesians 5:15–21 (ESV)

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He who would serve God must begin by praising God, for a grateful heart is the mainspring of obedience. We must offer the salt of gratitude with the sacrifice of obedience; our lives should be anointed with the precious oil of thankfulness. As soldiers march to music, so while we walk in the paths of righteousness we should keep step to the notes of thanksgiving. Larks sing as they mount, so should we magnify the Lord for His mercies while we are winging our way to heaven.

The fire of gratitude will help to warm us—heap on the big logs of loving memories. No cold shall freeze the genial current of soul, our praise shall flow on when brooks and rivers are bound in chains of ice. Let us see which among us can best rejoice in the Lord in ill weathers.

Beloved, after all it is but a light thing to render to our heavenly Father our poor thanks, after He has given us our lives, maintained us in being, saved us our souls through the precious redemption of Jesus Christ, given us to be His children, and made us heirs of eternal glory.

He gives us breath, shall we not breathe out His praise? He fills our mouth with good things, shall we not speak well of His name?

Words are but air and tongues but clay,
And His compassions are divine.

There ought not to be brought into the house a loaf of bread without thanksgiving; nor should we cast a coal upon the fire without gratitude. We eat like dogs if we sit down to our meals without devoutly blessing God. We live like serpents if we never rise to devout recognition of the Lord’s kindness. We ought not to put on our garments without adoring God, or take them off to rest in our beds without praising Him. Each breath of air should inspire us with thanks, and the blood in our veins should circulate gratitude throughout our system.

The difficult point is to give thanks to Him for the bitter things, for the disguised blessings, for the love tokens that come to us from Him in black envelopes, for those benefits which travel to us via crucis, by way of the cross, which are generally the most heavily laden wagons that ever come from our Father’s country. We are to give thanks for the dark things, the cutting things, the things which plague and vex us, and disquiet our spirits, for these are among the ‘all things’ for which we ought to praise and bless God.

Doubtless, if our eyes were opened, like those of Elijah’s servant, we should see our trials to be amongst our choicest treasures. If we exercise the far-seeing eye of faith and not the dim eyes of sense, we shall discover that nothing can be more fatal to us than to be without affliction, and that nothing is more beneficial to us than to be tried as with fire. Therefore we will glory in tribulations also; we will bless and magnify the name of the Lord that He leads us through the wilderness that He may prove us, and that He may fit us for dwelling by-and-by in the promised land.

The day will come, when we shall fulfill our text in the widest sense, for then we shall give thanks to God, at the winding up of the drama, of human history, for everything that has happened, from the fall even to the destruction of the wicked. We may not be able to do so now. Our eye sees the gigantic evil, and does not see the over-ruling good which, like a boundless sea rolls over all: the dreadful mysteries of evil make us tremble as we think of them; but the day may come when, with the Lord Jesus, we may not only bless God for electing love, but may even say, ‘I thank Thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that Thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent.’

The day may come when even the darkest side of the divine decrees, and the profoundest depths of the divine action, shall cause us to adore with gratitude, and when even that which can least be understood in providence, shall no longer be the subject of awe-struck wonder, but of unspeakable delight. We shall trace the line of perfection along the course of the divine decrees and workings, and though the way of the Lord may have seemed to us to be inscrutable, we shall then adore Him for that wondrous display of all His attributes— His justice, His love, His truth, His faithfulness, His omnipotence — which shall blaze forth with tenfold splendor.

In heaven we shall give thanks to God always for all things, without exception, and throughout eternity we shall magnify His holy name, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Let us do it as best we can today, God’s Spirit helping us.

To the fullest performance of this duty there must be a subordination of ourselves to the will of God. We must not desire to have our own way; we must be content to say, “Not my will, but thine be done.” I cannot give thanks to God always for all things till my old self is put down. While self rules, the hungry horseleech is in the heart, and that is fatal to gratitude.

There is no higher commendation for any course of action or for any virtue to a Christian man than to tell him that it will honour God. Will it dishonour God? He will shrink from it though mines of gold should tempt him. Will it honour God? The believer rushes forward to it though floods and flames lie in his way. A grateful spirit is a blessed and yet cheap way of honouring God, for it brings to us its own return. Like mercy, it is “twice blessed,” it blesses us in the giving and honours God in the receiving. Let the Christian see to it that he abounds in it.

One of the truest excellencies of a spirit of perpetual thanksgiving is this, that it calms us when we are glad and it cheers us when we are sorrowful—a double benefit; it allays the feverish heat at the same time that it mitigates the rigorous cold. If a man be rich, and God has given him a thankful spirit, he cannot be too rich. If he will give thanks to God, he may be worth millions, and they will never hurt him; and on the other hand, if a man has learned to give thanks to God, and he becomes poor, he cannot be too poor, he will be able to bear up under the severest penury. The rich man should learn to find God in all things; the poor man should learn to find all things in God, and there is not much difference when you come to the bottom of these two causes. One child of God will be as grateful and as happy, as blessed and as rejoicing, as another, if he be but satisfied still to give God thanks. There is no evercoming a man a man who has climbed into this spirit. “I will banish you,” said a persecutor of the saints. “But you cannot do that,” said he, “for I am at home everywhere where Christ is.” “I shall take away all your property,” said he. “But I have none,” said the other, “and if I had you could not take away Christ from me, and as long as He is left I shall be rich.” “I will take away your good name,” cried the persecutor. “That is gone already,” said the Christian, “and I count it joy to be counted the offscouring of all things for Christ’s sake.” “But I will put you in prison.” “You may do as you please, but I shall be always free, for where Christ is there is liberty.” “But I shall take away your life,” said he. “Ay, well,” said the other, “then I shall be in heaven, which is the truest life, so that you cannot hurt me.” This was a brave defiance to throw down at the feet of the foe. It is not in the power of the enemy to injure the man of God when once self is dethroned and the heart has learned to be resigned to the will of God. O, ye are great, ye are strong, ye are rich, ye are mighty, when you have bowed yourselves to the will of the Most High! Stoop that you may conquer, bow that you may triumph, yield that you may get the mastery. It is when we are nothing that we are everything—when we are weak we are strong, when we have utterly become annihilated as to self, and God is all in all, it is then that we are filled with all the fullness of God. May the Holy Ghost conduct us into this spirit of perpetual thankfulness.

Beloved, our crusty tempers and sour faces will never be evangelists. They may become messengers of Satan, but they will never become helpers of the gospel. To labour to make other people happy, is one of the grand things a Christian should always try to do. In little things we ought not to be everlastingly worrying, fidgeting, finding little difficulties and spying out faults in others. I believe that to a faulty man everybody is faulty; but there are better people in the world than you have dreamed of, sir, and when you are better you will find them out.

If you want to catch flies, try honey.

Put into your speech love rather than bitterness, and you will prevail.

Beloved, may the Lord give us evermore a thankful spirit, and when we talk to each other, let it not be our habit as it is ordinarily with Englishmen—to complain of this and of that, but let us thank God and testify of His goodness.

…dwell not upon our miseries but our mercies. Let us speak much of what God has given rather than of that which He has in love withheld from us; blessing Him rather than speaking ill of our neighbors, or complaining of our circumstances.

– “Always, And For All Things” - Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit Vol XIX (C.H. Spurgeon)


If you want to catch flies, try honey.

Beloved? (gentle)

With this pithy statement, in mind, I’d like to make an appeal to our heart, please?

Not that I’m trying to compare the heart to a fly, necessarily – although, I might – but rather, I’d like to try and use words and phrases that are sweet in nature, like honey: gentle, kind, inviting – tender, to (hopefully) convince and compel us to give thanks in all times, even when it’s hard.

The heart, like a fly, isn’t only attracted to sweet things. It too, has a tendency to gravitate towards anything with a distinct curiosity for that which is…interesting, engaging, attractive. The fly buzzes about haphazardly, does it not? And, does he have any distinguishing taste whatsoever? No, beloved. (gentle) He wallows in both honey and that which is detestable alike.

Our heart isn’t much better. (sigh) It seeks comfort, affirmation, and pleasure - mostly. The heart is a…fickle thing, it seems – vulnerable, susceptible, and easily fatigued. (grieving)

The heart is delicate - aye. Yet, it is infinitely precious. For the heart is not only that which circulates nutrients throughout our body but, in a spiritual sense, beats with the capacity and aspirations of our Creator and Lord. It may be capricious, marred, broken, but it isn’t forgotten. We aren’t forgotten. God has, in His own mercy, and for His own sake, fixed His Love upon us.

Therefore, let us Together, please, speak softly with our soul, in an honorable, respectable manner okay? (gentle)

We are told, in Scripture, beloved, to give thanks always. Left unto itself, the implied benefits are more than sufficient, however, I love how Spurgeon expounds further and proves its advantage beyond the seemingly obvious, “…a grateful heart is the mainspring of obedience.“

Aye, obedience is hard. Obedience is…contrary to our human nature. And yet, obedience is clearly marked throughout Scripture as being correlated with blessing and peace. Obedience is commanded.

This day the LORD your God commands you to do these statutes and rules. You shall therefore be careful to do them with all your heart and with all your soul. — Deuteronomy 26:16

Indeed. May it be so, O Lord. (pleading)

Beloved? (gentle) Some days are happy, some are sad. Sometimes we stumble and fall, other times we shine bright. Whatever uncertainty or variability is perceived in our lot, one thing is certain: God is good. He is sovereign over all things, and He lovingly orchestrates His purposes for His glory and our good. We can rest in that. I believe He uses fear and trials to call us back to Him.

Come, let us return to the LORD; for he has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up. — Hosea 6:1

We can truly give thanks – always – beloved; for every circumstance, whether we like it or not, whether it brings with it joy or sorrow, for it is intentionally crafted by God Most High. And that, that, is all we need to know. That is sufficient. Let us take Him at His Word, let us take in His Word as our daily bread, it will sustain us and keep us. He will lead us Home.

Give thanks, always, O, my soul; the steadfast love of the Lord endures forever!

We Are Glad

The Lord has done great things for us; we are glad.

— Psalm 126:3

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The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter’s oven? And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives? When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

— Kahlil Gibran

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When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you.

— Isaiah 43:2

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I waited patiently for the Lord; He inclined to me and heard my cry. He drew me up from the pit of destruction, out of the miry bog, and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure. He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord…
May all who seek You rejoice and be glad in You; may those who love Your salvation say continually, ‘Great is the Lord!’

— Psalm 40:1-3, 16

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Some Christians are sadly prone to look on the dark side of everything, and to dwell more upon what they have gone through than upon what God has done for them. Ask for their impression of the Christian life, and they will describe their continual conflicts, their deep afflictions, their sad adversities, and the sinfulness of their hearts, but with scarcely any reference to the mercy and help that God has provided them.

But a Christian whose soul is in a healthy state will come forward joyously and say, ‘I will not speak about myself, but to the honor of my God. He has brought me out of a horrible pit and out of the miry clay and set my feet upon a rock and established my goings; and He has put a new song in my mouth, even praise to our God. The Lord has done great things for me — I am glad.’ This summary of experience is the very best that any child of God can present.

It is true that we endure trials, but it is just as true that we are delivered out of them. It is true that we have our corruptions, and sadly we acknowledge this, but it is just as true that we have an all-sufficient Savior who overcomes these corruptions and delivers us from their dominion. In looking back, it would be wrong to deny that we have been in the Slough of Despond and have crept along the Valley of Humiliation, but it would be equally wicked to forget that we have been through them safely and profitably; we have not remained in them, thanks to our Almighty Helper and Leader, who has ‘brought us out to a place of abundance.’

The deeper our troubles, the louder our thanks to God, who has led us through them all and preserved us until today. Our griefs cannot spoil the melody of our praise; we consider them to be the ‘bass line’ of our life’s song, ‘The Lord has done great things for us; we are glad.’

– Morning and Evening (June 9th - Morning), C. H. Spurgeon

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For the Lord your God is bringing you into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of fountains and springs, flowing out of the valleys and hills, a land of wheat and barley, of vines and fig trees and pomegranates, a land of olive trees and honey, a land in which you will eat bread without scarcity, in which you will lack nothing, a land whose stones are iron, and out of whose hills you can dig copper. And you shall eat and be full, and you shall bless the Lord your God for the good land He has given you.’

— Deuteronomy 8:7-10

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Shout for joy to God, all the earth; sing the glory of His name; give to Him glorious praise! Say to God, ‘How awesome are Your deeds! So great is Your power that Your enemies come cringing to You. All the earth worships You and sings praises to You; they sing praises to Your name.’ Come and see what God has done: He is awesome in His deeds toward the children of man. He turned the sea into dry land; they passed through the river on foot…
Bless our God, O peoples; let the sound of His praise be heard, who has kept our soul among the living and has not let our feet slip. For You, O God, have tested us; You have tried us as silver is tried. You brought us into the net; You laid a crushing burden on our backs; You let men ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water; yet You have brought us out to a place of abundance.

— Psalm 66:1-6, 8-12

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What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all, how will He not also with Him graciously give us All Things?

— Romans 8:31-32


O, beloved!

It’s so easy to dwell on the continual conflicts, the deep afflictions, the sad adversities, the sinfulness of our hearts, isn’t it? (gentle) For much of our lives we feel like we’re stumbling aimlessly around in the dark here, a veil over our faces, barely able to perceive Truth and Beauty and Love through the pain and heartache common to man in this vast wilderness. We get tunnel vision, caught up in ourselves. We feel the Carver’s knife on our hearts, whittling away; we know the intense heat of the Potter’s oven, proving us - and our minds quickly go to how much it all hurts. The cutting, the fire, the wandering.

But beloved? The cup that was burned was meant to hold wine - a Feast! The lute that was hollowed was meant to soothe our spirits - a Song! And all that seemingly aimless wandering — it was meant to lead us to a good land, a land in which we will lack nothing - a Home! Yes, ‘we went through fire and through water; yet [He has] brought us out to a place of abundance!’

And what shall be our response, beloved?

Are we not exceedingly glad? Exceedingly grateful? Desiring to sing all the louder, praise Him all the more fervently? For in the intimate knowledge of such grief and despair and longing, has He not carved out the capacity in us for an even greater, fuller joy?

Our Lord, He has not just barely saved us, not just been vaguely near us in some ‘spiritualized’ way during our sojourn here. He has not just given us health and wealth and a comfortable life, nor has He just haphazardly written our names down in some book to make sure we get to go to heaven someday. No, beloved - no! How much more He has done! How much more He has given!

We who were living in darkness, He has graciously given Light! We who were covered in dirt and grime and filth, He has washed clean in the living Water! We who were dead in our sins, He has miraculously breathed new Life into! We who were lost are now Found! We who were poor are now Rich! We who were naked are now Clothed! We were cursed and are now Blessed; we were prisoners and are now Free; we were hungry and are now Full; we were doomed to eternal suffering and are now undeservedly granted Eternal Glory!

O, beloved! Do you see why we must not live in the valley of despair here? (gentle) Why we must not let the Enemy divert our eyes from all that our Father has already given, has already promised? ‘The Lord has done great things for us!’ Not little things, not meaningless things, not things that are only relevant once we are with Him fully. He has graciously given us All Things! Already! Even now! Every. Last. Thing. Is. Ours. In. Him. (beyond amazed)

O, beloved! ‘Our griefs cannot spoil the melody of our praise!’ Oh no! Because of our grief, because of the Ache, we sing all the louder, with all the more fervor and passion and determination! Our longing for Him is increased, we seek Him all the more! That which has given us sorrow, now gives us joy, beloved - and, Together, we are glad.

Learning to Fly

Thou know’st I love thee, dearest Lord,
But oh! I long to soar
Far from this world of sin and woe,
And learn to love thee more.
—Unknown

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I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.
—Ezekiel 36:26 (ESV)

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What is meant by a heart of flesh? It means a heart that can feel on account of sin—a heart that can bleed when the arrows of God stick fast in it; it means a heart that can yield when the gospel makes its attacks—a heart that can be impressed when the seal of God’s word comes upon it; it means a heart is warm, for life is warm—a heart that can think, a heart that can aspire, a heart that can love—putting all in one—a heart of flesh means that new heart and right spirit which God giveth to the regenerate.

But wherein does this heart of flesh consist; wherein does its tenderness consist? Well, its tenderness consists in three things. There is a tenderness of conscience. Men who have lost their stony hearts are afraid of sin, even before sin they are afraid of it. The very shadow of evil across their path frightens them. The temptation is enough for them, they flee from it as from a serpent; they would not dally and toy with it, lest they should be betrayed. Their conscience is alarmed even at the approach of evil, away they fly; and in sin, for even tender hearts do sin, they are uneasy. As well might a man seek to obtain quiet rest on a pillow stuffed with thorns, as the tender conscience get any peace while a man in sinning. And then, after sin—here comes the pinch—the heart of flesh bleeds as though it were wounded to its very core. It hates and loathes and detests itself that ever it should have gone astray. Ah, stony heart, you can think of sin with pleasure, you can live in sin and not care about it; and after sin you can roll the sweet morsel under your tongue and say, “Who is my master? I care for none; my conscience does not accuse me.” But not so the tender broken heart. Before sin, and in sin, and after sin, it smarts and cries out to God. So also in duty as well as in sin, the new heart is tender. Hard hearts care nothing for God’s commandment; hearts of flesh wish to be obedient to every statute. “Only let me know my Master’s will and I will do it.” The hearts of flesh when they feel that the commandment has been omitted, or that the command has been broken, mourn and lament before God. Oh! there are some hearts of flesh that cannot forgive themselves, if they have been lax in prayer, if they have not enjoyed the Sabbath-day, if they feel that they have not given their hearts to God’s praise as they should. These duties which hearts of stone trifle with and despise, hearts of flesh value and esteem. If the heart of flesh could have its way, it would never sin, it would be as perfect as its Father who is in heaven, and it would keep God’s command without flaw of omission or of commission.

I believe a heart of flesh, again, is tender, not only with regard to sin and duty, but with regard to suffering. A heart of stone can hear God blasphemed and laugh at it; but our blood runs cold to hear God dishonoured when we have a heart of flesh. A heart of stone can bear to see its fellow creatures perish and despise their destruction; but the heart of flesh is very tender over others.

Hearts of flesh repent even at the very thought of sin. To have indulged a foul imagination, to have flattered a lustful thought, and to have allowed it to tarry even for a minute is quite enough to make a heart of flesh grieved and rent before God with pain. The heart of stone says, when it has done great iniquity, “Oh, it is nothing, it is nothing! Who am I that I should be afraid of God’s law?” But not so the heart of flesh. Great sins are little to the stony heart, little sins are great to the heart of flesh—if little sins there be. Conscience in the heart of stone is seared as with a hot iron; conscience in the heart of flesh is raw and very tender; like the sensitive plant, it coils up its leaves at the slightest touch, it cannot bear the presence of evil; it is like a delicate consumptive, who feels every wind and is affected by every change of atmosphere. God give us such a blessedly tender conscience as that.

The natural will is stern and stubborn, and you must rend it up by the roots; but the renewed will is gentle and pliable, feels the divine influence, and sweetly yields to it. To complete the picture, in the tender heart there is a tenderness of the affections. The hard heart does not love God, but the renewed heart does. The hard heart is selfish, cold, stolid. “Why should I weep for sin? Why should I love the Lord? Why should I give my heart to Christ?” The heart of flesh says—

”Thou know’st I love thee, dearest Lord,
But oh! I long to soar
Far from this world of sin and woe,
And learn to love thee more.”

O may God give us a tenderness of affection, that we may love God with all our heart, and our neighbor as ourselves.

Now, the privileges of this renewed heart are these. “Tis here the Spirit dwells, ‘tis here that Jesus rests.” The soft heart is ready now to receive every spiritual blessing. It is fitted to yield every heavenly fruit to the honour and praise of God.

A soft heart is the best defense against sin, while it is the best preparative for heaven. A tender heart is the best means of watchfulness against evil, while it is also the best means of preparing us for the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ, who shall shortly descend from heaven.

– “The Stony Heart Removed” - Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit Vol VIII (C.H. Spurgeon)

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But ask the beasts, and they will teach you; the birds of the heavens, and they will tell you…
—Job 12:7 (ESV)

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Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest…—Psalm 55:6 (ESV)

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Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?
—Matthew 6:26 (ESV)

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The years of our life are seventy, or even by reason of strength eighty; yet their span is but toil and trouble; they are soon gone, and we fly away.
—Psalm 90:10 (ESV)

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[31] He put another parable before them, saying, “The kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed that a man took and sowed in his field. [32] It is the smallest of all seeds, but when it has grown it is larger than all the garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.”
—Matthew 13:31–32 (ESV)

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[22] Thus says the Lord GOD: “I myself will take a sprig from the lofty top of the cedar and will set it out. I will break off from the topmost of its young twigs a tender one, and I myself will plant it on a high and lofty mountain. [23] On the mountain height of Israel will I plant it, that it may bear branches and produce fruit and become a noble cedar. And under it will dwell every kind of bird; in the shade of its branches birds of every sort will nest. [24] And all the trees of the field shall know that I am the LORD; I bring low the high tree, and make high the low tree, dry up the green tree, and make the dry tree flourish. I am the LORD; I have spoken, and I will do it.
—Ezekiel 17:22–24 (ESV)

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The swiftest things are the softest things. A bird is active, because a bird is soft. A stone is helpless, because a stone is hard. The stone must by its own nature go downwards, because hardness is weakness. The bird can of its nature go upwards, because fragility is force. In perfect force there is a kind of frivolity, an airiness that can maintain itself in the air.

It is easy to be heavy: hard to be light. Satan fell by the force of gravity.

—Orthodoxy (G.K. Chesterton)

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Who are these that fly like a cloud, and like doves to their windows?
—Isaiah 60:8 (ESV)

“Set your affections on things above, and not on things on the earth.“ Be not like the unclean bird, that will devour all kinds of filth; but be like the dove, that liveth on the “good corn of the kingdom.” And be ye sure that you are like them, loving and kind to one another; and like them, always mourn when you lose your mate; weep when your Jesus is gone from you, and you lose His delightful presence. Be ye like the dove in all these things.

Who are these that fly as the doves to their windows? Where should the dove fly to else but its dovecot? The word means the dovecot, where the doves live, the little pigeon holes, into which the doves enter and dwell. The joy of the church is, that the poor sinner does not fly to man, nor to the law, but flies to Christ, the dovecot! I can recollect when, like a poor dove, sent out by Noah from his hand, I flew over the wide expanse of waters, and hoped to find some place where I might rest my wearied wing. Up towards the north I flew; and my eye looked keenly through the mist and darkness, if perhaps it might find some floating substance, on which my soul might rest its foot, but it found nothing. Again it turned its wing, and flapped it, but not so rapidly as before, across that deep water that knew no shore; but still there was no rest. The raven had found his resting-place upon a floating body, and was feeding itself upon the carrion of some drowned man’s carcass; but my poor soul found none. I went on: thought I saw a ship floating out to sea; it was the ship of the law; and I thought I would put my feet on its canvass, or rest myself on its cordage for a time, and find some refuge. But ah! it was an airy phantom, on which I could not rest; for my foot had no right to rest on the law, I had not kept it, and the soul that keepeth it not must die. At last I saw the barque Christ Jesus—that happy ark; and I thought I would fly thither; but my poor wing was weary, and I could not fly no further, and down I sank into the water; but as providence would have it, when my wings were flagging, and I dropped into the stream to be drowned, just below me was the roof of the ark, and I saw a hand put out from it, that took me, and said, “I have loved thee with an everlasting love, therefore I have not delivered the soul of my turtle dove into the company of the wicked; come in, come in!” and then I found I had an olive branch in my mouth of peace with God and peace with man, plucked off with Jesus’ power.

…They are those that fly. They are not content now to make their nest of their own good works, with here and there a little bit of down picked off Morality-common, and here a piece of yarn that they have picked up in Legality palace, and here a piece of good work that they have found in the barn-yard of Ceremonialism. No; they are poor souls that have no rest anywhere, but are flying, and flying with rapid wing, until they can get to their windows.

But again: they are those who fly not on the ground, but like a cloud, up high.

– “Marvellous Increase of The Church” - The New Park Street Pulpit Vol I pg. 77-79 (C.H. Spurgeon)

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We have escaped like a bird from the snare of the fowlers; the snare is broken, and we have escaped!
—Psalm 124:7 (ESV)

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Rise then, my beloved, above the fogs and mists which cover the marshes of carnal questioning; climb the mountains of full assurance, and stand there with your foreheads bathed in sunlight, breathing that serene atmosphere which is untainted by a cloud of doubt.

We have here the soul compared to a bird. It is a little bird too—a sparrow, or one of the sparrow kind. “Our soul is escaped as a little bird”—not as a great bird that could break the net and free itself by its own force.

Our soul is often like a little bird because it is so eager and venturesome. How birds will trust themselves in winter around traps of the simplest kind if but a few crumbs are used as bait! Alas, men are equally foolhardy: they see others perish, yet they follow their ways. Many sip of the intoxicating cup, yet declare they will never be drunkards; they pilfer littles, yet despise a thief; they indulge in wanton words, but vow to be chaste as snow; they go into questionable places of amusement, and hope to remain pure. Oh silly birds! I mean silly souls! Thus the fowler fills his bags. Young people associate with ungodly persons, and say, “We are not so weak-minded as to be led away by them”; thus displaying a weak mind by that boastful speech. Youths tell us that to read skeptical books, and impure novels, and to hear lewd songs and spicy language will do them no harm. Believe no such flattering falsehoods, or you will rue the day. “You don’t catch old birds with chaff.” says the simpleton; and he hops into the net, “Younger birds must not come here,” says he; “it is dangerous for them, but I am safe enough.” Yet old birds’ necks are wrung as well as those of young birds; and experienced men are as foolish as the juveniles. When a man says, “It is no temptation to me,” it may be true, for soot will not blacken a sweep. Little birds, beware: the fowler promises pleasure, but the end thereof is death.

The little bird, also, when once taken in the net, is a good comparison with the soul captured by sin, for it is defenseless. What can it do? A mouse might eat the ropes and set free the lion, but no mouse will liberate the sparrow. He will have a short flutter, and we shall hear no more of him. When a man is birdlimed by a vice, the more he flutters the faster he is held by it. What is more defenseless than a soul in the net of sin? What little power men seem to have against their habits! They boast that they can stop anywhere—but, alas, they stop nowhere. “Oh, I have only to come to a determination.” Yes, “only to come to a determination”; but to that determination, you will not come. When men become entangled in the meshes of sin, their power to escape is gone: Jeremiah asks—”Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots? Then may ye also do good, that are accustomed to do evil.” Such is the entanglement of habit, the slavery of lust.

While they are defenseless, we must notice, too, how alarmed they often are. The bird is no sooner in the net than he is frightened. Poor thing, how gladly would he escape if he could! Souls are not always so. They will be taken in Satan’s snares, and yet say that they are happy. Custom in sin kills conscience of sin. “A short life and a merry one.” say they, as if there could be any true merriment anywhere except in the great Father’s house, where they begin to be merry, as if they had never been merry before. Many souls have enough of conscience, and of enlightenment by the Word, to alarm them when they find themselves entangled in sin; and then they beat about, and hurt themselves, but alas! notwithstanding all their efforts, unless a stronger hand than theirs shall break the net, they will perish by the fowler’s hand.

Oh, little birds, there is no place on earth safe for you till Jesus covers you with His protecting wing!

Always suspect that in temptation to sin there is more than you can see. Never say that it is a little thing; for great evil lurks in a little fault. Death and destruction hide under apparently small offenses. Oh, if we could see everything as God sees it, then we poor silly souls might be in far less danger! But, alas, Satan covers the hook with a tempting bait, and we are taken.

Snares and traps are usually attractive. The poor bird sees seeds which he is fond of, and he goes for them, little judging that he is to give his life in exchange for brief enjoyment. So is it with Satan. He tempts us with pleasures, with the lust of the eye, the lust of the flesh, and the pride of life: we taste the sweet, and are pierced with the smart. Did we perceive the intent of the great enemy of souls we should fly from sin.

What are these snares? The Evil One endeavors to lead us into a false way, which will be congenial to our taste. We have each a peculiar weakness, and he knows how to adapt himself to it. He has been a student of nature for so long a time that he knows more about man than man knows about himself, and he, therefore, chooses that bait which is most likely to attract us. Oh that we may have grace to keep clear of pleasurable sin!

Oh, child of God, be upright in everything! However well you may gloss a matter over, and however much others may excuse it, yet if a certain act would be wrong in the sight of God, you must not think of it.

Dear friends, it is a dreadful thing for the poor little bird when it is taken, especially when it is so anxious to escape that it beats itself, and hurts itself in its efforts to get free. How came it to be taken?

It may have been taken through hunger. Half-starved, it dashed into peril for necessary food. Many true men are in such straits and difficulties that they are sadly liable to be brought into the net thereby.

Other birds are taken merely by their appetite. They are not excessively hungry, but they enjoy certain seeds, and the fowler knows it; and he scatters such around the trap. Ease of body, indulgence of taste, the joy of being admired, the sweets of power and position, all these and many more have been the fowler’s baits. Hundreds have all that heart ought to wish for, but they must needs be rich, and therefore fall into a thousand snares which they might have avoided. Men are snared by eating and by drinking, by fine raiment and by vain-glorious display. Snares lie thickly around the appetites of the body and the longings of the mind.

Thus you see how souls are captured. Perhaps I am speaking to one here who has flown into the net. You do not know what to do, friend; for you are quite helpless to break your bonds. You went in very eagerly, and, oh, how eagerly you would get out again if you could! But you cannot escape. Your own helplessness is now apparent as it never was before. One thing, however, you can do: you can cry to One who is stronger than you. You can pray the Lord to pluck your feet out of the net; and He is able to do it, for all things are possible with Him.

I wish that everybody here could repeat the utterance, and cry, Our soul is escaped. We were in the net, but our soul has escaped. The snare is broken; it has no power over us any longer; we are free from its grasp, we have escaped. Up, up, we sour, away from the fowler and his nets. Glory be to God, we have escaped.

“As when the fowler’s snare is broke,
The bird escapes on cheerful wings;
My soul, set free from Satan’s yoke,
With joy bursts forth, and mounts, and sings.”

This escape is due to God alone. As the bird could not get out of the snare, so the soul cannot escape from temptation; but God can bring it out, and He works the rescue. Hear this, ye that are slaves to drunkenness: God can deliver you. You that have fallen into licentiousness: hear it,—God can deliver you. Whatever the sin that has birdlimed you, that gracious hand which once was nailed to the cross can set you free. Up, up, up, ye that pine on the borders of despair! Jesus can deliver you. He that made the world out of nothing can make a joyful Christian even out of you. He can turn your mourning into dancing, and your despair into confidence.

[This] ought to teach us, first, to sing, for if a bird gets out of the net, does it sing? How glad it seems to be when once it flies away! Oh, you that have been delivered from sin and Satan, sing unto the Lord! Praise and bless His name. Be as happy as possible. Be something more than full of happiness. How can that be? Why, be so full of it that it overflows and cheers others. Let us communicate our joy as fas as ever we can, for we are escaped. We are escaped, and we will praise the blessed God who broke the snare.

Next, let us trust, for if the Lord has saved us from the dreadful snare of sin and Satan, He will save us from everything else. It is sad to me that any should trust the Lord with their souls, and yet they cannot trust Him for their daily bread, or for help in their daily trials. This must not be. If the Lord has given our soul so great an escape, depend upon it He will take care of our bodies. He that gave us Jesus will give us food and raiment, and let us be therewith content.

Lastly, let us watch. If we have fallen into the snare once, let us keep our eyes open not to go there again. May the Holy Spirit prevent any child of God from turning aside even for a moment from the straight way.

I have heard of a sailor who had been in prison, that after his release, he had money in his pocket, and going over London-bridge, he saw a man selling birds—thrushes, larks, and so on. “What do you want for that lot?” said Jack. I forgot how much it was, but Jack found the money ; and as soon as the birds were his he opened the door, and let them all fly away. The man called out, “Whatever did you buy those birds for, and then let them out?” “Oh,” said the sailor, “if you had been in prison as I have been you would be sure to set everything free you could get a hold of.” You and I ought to display the same kind of feeling towards all poor bondaged souls. I am sure that the Lord Jesus Christ is more tender-hearted than we are; and therefore He will certainly come and set free all prisoners who beg Him to open their cage doors. He is the great Emancipator; show Him your bonds, and beg for liberty, and He will grant it to you.

– “The Bird Escaped From the Snare” - Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit Vol XXVIII (C.H. Spurgeon)


Beloved? (gentle)

Stones can’t fly. They can be useful for many things, but flying isn’t one of them. They can be used for good or harm. They are often used to build homes - safe havens where people and animals can find shelter and rest, but they can also be wildly placed in slings and hurled in anger at enemies.

Stones are hard. They can be crushed, but they can’t be shaped. They are unmalleable. You cannot force a stone to comply with a preconceived pattern. The stone is fixed, its position is set, its formation defined. You cannot teach a stone to take on a new shape, or reach for new heights, or put on courage. It simply is what it is, a stone.

Stones, rocks, boulders – they’re all lifeless, beloved. They cannot, and will not, contribute their own will - for they have none.

Please. (gentle, earnest) Consider with me, for a moment, these things, beloved. For, you will at times, be tempted to cast off your precious heart of flesh and - like the Israelites bemoaned ‘good ol’ Egypt’ - long for the heart of stone you once had.

Hark! Don’t be foolish, o my soul. Carefully weigh in the balances, these matters, for you are teetering on a precipice.

Chesterton says, “hardness is weakness“, but…is it? When we’re bent over, in the fetal position, writhing in pain, it’s inconceivable to imagine such a statement as being true. For it seems as though having a hard stone for a heart, can provide solace, safety, security. We feel, at times, a heart of stone would surely be better than having a heart of flesh, which is left vulnerable, defenseless, weak. We think to ourselves, “Having a heart of stone means…I’d have no feelings…no pain.” And, sometimes, when all we can feel is pain, anything but pain woos us, even if it’s a cold lifeless heart of stone.

There is, indeed, truth to that statement: “hardness is weakness“ - well, at least there is if we’re able to consider it with proper context and perception, anyway. And when it comes to a heart of stone, I might also add: hardness is useless.

Let us, consider these things, Together, please? Just for a li’l bit? Real quick?

Perhaps, we shall start from the beginning, yes? Yes, that seems like a good place to start. (cheerful)

Beloved, we were created in God’s image. We must never – ever – forget that. For this is the basis of all things, really. It helps calibrate our thoughts, our feelings, our will. It brings things into focus when all else is blurry.

Have we made a mess of things? Aye, we have indeed. (sorrowful) But…God, in His mercy, hasn’t left us there.

I believe God created us with a heart of flesh, but when we sinned, our hearts turned to stone – they became stone cold. Our hearts of flesh perished in that first awful moment of defiance.

[3] but God said, ‘You shall not eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the midst of the garden, neither shall you touch it, lest you die.’ Genesis 3:3 (ESV)

And, thus our hearts of flesh were turned to stone – our life within was gone; death came upon us.

We were supposed to be mirrors, reflecting God’s glory, His light, His beauty. But, alas, we became walking corpses – at best – or…perhaps, more likely, statues of stone.

But, God loves us dearly, beloved. He didn’t create us to be still, lifeless, like a stone. His love for us is steadfast and everlasting! He can restore and redeem that which has been corrupted – broken – that which has gone through death.

He replaced our heart of stone with a heart of flesh, once again, and breathes life into us through His Spirit, even now! Our hearts were essentially dead, like that of a stone laying on the ground. But, oh! God, graciously brought us to life again! Therefore, we can fly, beloved! It may terrify us, at first, but it is most assuredly revitalizing to our soul. (giddy)

Let us consider our hearts now, Together – our very lives – and compare and contrast them with two images: that of a stone and a little bird.

The stone is on the ground, motionless. The bird, is alive, with a beating heart, blood surging through its veins and breath in its lungs. The stone, as we’ve already considered, is…what it is, a stone, nothing more, nothing less. The bird, however, is much more. For the bird is alive! And in being alive, it is infinitely more valuable and precious.

This life, here, is full of trials, as you know, beloved. Our Heavenly Father wills it to be so. Sometimes we can make sense of this, other times we cannot. When we are most discouraged, most downcast, and just about ready to despair…

…the Evil One sees an opportunity, sneaks in, and whispers, “Your heart of flesh is weak, see the pain it’s causing you? Take back your heart of stone. Protect yourself. Don’t be silly. Don’t be a fool. No one is coming to save you. Don’t allow yourself to be naively vulnerable. Trust no one but yourself. Put up walls if you have to. Suppress love if you must. It isn’t worth it. Anything is better than this miserable heart of flesh you’ve been given. This is no gift, this is a curse. You say your God is good? (chuckles, rolls eyes, shows signs of pity but the ‘pity’ only gives birth to shame)”

And so…we doubt, we wonder, “Having a heart of stone may be better, yes?”

No, beloved. (gentle) No, it’s not better. (firm)

Sadly, these thoughts, have been presented many, many times, O my soul, have they not? Aye. (deep sigh) They tend to crop up just when we are most vulnerable, yes? Quite so. (tender)

The heart of stone appears so…hopeful, so…safe. And yet, a heart of stone is no such thing. For it is a life apart from God. It is a rejection of His loving kindness. It is worse than death, it is abdication.

But, let us consider the bird, Together, please? Is she safe? Do her wings flutter with hope? She is quite vulnerable, yes? Yes…in one sense, she is. (said plainly) But this is where we must proceed with the utmost caution, beloved. For her vulnerability – the vulnerability of our hearts of flesh – is…(pondering) an estimated or perceived vulnerability. Better said: it’s a ‘made-up’ sense of vulnerability.

Consider this, please: Which is safer in the hands of God – a stone or a bird?

One may argue, “neither.” They are both equally as “safe” in the hands of our God Almighty, for they were both created by God and are sustained by Him.

True, however, to really get down to the bottom of this, it seems we need to extrapolate further why this perceived vulnerability is such a great fear of ours. Is it security we’re after? Is it comfort? The stone, laying there on the ground is surely more comfortable. It’s safer, I suppose one could say because it doesn’t feel any pain. But as the saying goes: no pain no gain; right? Okay, so what is to gain? Can we say the bird has “gain” with this gift of life?

The bird has a richer, fuller, more vivid understanding of life than a stone, yes. For a bird can experience this world in ways the stone cannot. A bird can fly! A bird can explore. A bird can hunt for and enjoy food. A bird can participate in the creation of new life. Furthermore, and perhaps the most fantastic advantage for the bird, is its endless freedom to discover various vantage points, its seemingly infinite number of unique outlooks.

The stone has one single viewpoint - if it even were to be considered to have eyes(!), of which it has none. I suppose it could be pushed down a hill, or carried off by a young girl and placed upon another section of earth…and therefore could have the opportunity to ‘see’ something new. But the bird – with its feet and wings and eyes – can never exhaust its potential for new sights, new experiences, new perspectives - whether that be high or low!

Yes, (contemplative) the bird may, and most assuredly does, experience pain and suffering: wounds, hunger, discomfort, fear…but this too, requires our consideration.

For pain and suffering is more than what this world makes it out to be. It’s not necessarily something to be avoided. It’s not merely an inconvenience or a nuisance. It’s not entirely bad. It’s…(pondering) the only way to see the wide spectrum of life. It…opens up new pathways for new heights and new depths. It reveals grace and mercy. In short, it helps us know Love. Without pain and suffering, love would be reduced, limited, shallow.

Without pain and suffering, there would be no fear. Without a rightful sense of fear, there would be no awe. Without fear and awe, how could one…how could we experience and know the precious work of salvation? How could we see the full array of danger and peril by which we’ve narrowly escaped? (weeping)

(pauses for a long while)

A book may, perhaps, be written about a stone. One might use the most beautiful and articulate words and phrases ever penned to describe, in the most splendidly vivid, colorful detail, its surroundings, its habitation, its impact on the world at large. It might be a fine book to read. It might produce a chuckle or a furrowed eyebrow or cause someone to pause reading and enquire with a perceiving question or two this or that or what or who. It might be a book worth reading. Maybe.

But…

What about a little bird, caught in a net with Its heart racing, its worried beak chirping, Its wings and legs damaged with struggle and strain? What if this bird was saved? What if it was rescued and set free by someone with compassion? What if she could fly once again and soar over land and sea flapping her wings with joy and singing songs of praise? Why…one could really write something about that - not just one book, but a whole volume of books. And what of the kindness…what of the love shown to her by the one who set her free? Oh! What things could be marveled! What things could be explored! A story like this, even with it being a poor example – aye a poor example indeed – introduces Love. The book written about the stone is…black and white, at best. This precious account of the bird – a life saved – reveals color! This tale of wonder, awe, mystery, horror, pain, sorrow, joy…is beautiful. Aye—the one reading such words wouldn’t just read them. They wouldn’t just observe it as a passerby and carry on as if nothing had happened. They would weep. They would hope. They would find joy – not just for the bird, but for themselves.

Beloved? (gentle)

There’s so much more I could try and say. There are many more things I’d like to explore…

Come, with me, please. (tender) We’ve been set free, beloved! Let us fly, Together, now.

Unexpected Tender Love

The Master came one night to the door and knocked with the iron hand of the law; the door shook and trembled upon its hinges. But the man piled every piece of furniture that he could find against the door, saying, “I will not admit the man.” The Master turned away, but soon He returned, and with His own soft hand, using most that part where the nail had penetrated, He knocked again—softly and tenderly. This time the door did not shake, but, strange to say, it opened, and there upon his knees the once unwilling host was found rejoicing to receive his guest. “Come in, come in; you have knocked in such a tender way that my heart is turned to you. I could not think of your pierced hand leaving its blood-mark on my door and of your going away without my welcome. Your love has won my heart.” And so it is in every case that loving-kindness wins the day.

— Morning and Evening (February 29th - Morning), C. H. Spurgeon


O, beloved!

His Love is so very tender, is it not? What gracious Love! What compassion! What humility!

What astounds me most, is when I consider who it is that Loves with this tender knock. It is Christ, the Son of God, Jesus, the King of kings and Lord of lords, the Creator and Sustainer of life—Life Himself, the great “I Am”!

My faint and feeble spirit, breathless, exhales a gasp: “WOW!”

This Master, He is God of the Universe. He speaks, and from His breath, Life is formed from nothing! Without knowing His true character–His Love–one might think it absurd, unsuitable, and completely inappropriate for the God Almighty to behave in such a way, especially to someone, anyone for that matter! who chooses to ignore His presence.

But, wonder of wonders!…He not only shows great mercy, when His wrath would be most perfectly justified; but He…(flabbergasted) humbles Himself! He stoops low and tenderly, gently, speaks softly. He calms our fears, and assures us that nothing should hinder us in coming to Him. He has already, most positively removed any and all barriers to His Love. He instead, beckons us: “Come.”

Beloved? (gentle) Come. He welcomes us, with open arms. May we run to Him, now and always; for He speaks tenderly to us. This is Him, breathing new words of life into us, yes? Indeed. For we were dead. We are verily dead without His Love. We would still be pining for love, this very moment, if it hadn’t been for His tender words spoken to us. Aye! We are loved with a steadfast, everlasting Love!

All praise and glory and honor be His, now and forevermore!

Has He disgraced Himself by stooping low to save us? Oh no! No. (said in a hushed tone) He is most exalted! His magnificence shines bright—brighter than the sun! He is Beauty. What tender Love! What unexpected grace!

He is good.

Willing Captives

After what He has done for us, nothing is too great for us to do for Him. Our body, our soul, our spirit we cheerfully render up to His dominion, neither count we ought of our nature to be our own. As He has redeemed us entirely, so in the entirety of our manhood we belong altogether to Him; and if there be a part of our nature which has not been subdued to Him, we desire Him to conquer it by force of arms, for its rebellion against Him is sorrow to ourselves.

Jesus is our rightful Lord, His wounds attest it, and any other lord hath dominion over any other portion of our nature, that lordship is usurped and ought to be cast down. Now, the Lord Jesus Christ claims us in the same way as Jacob claimed that particular portion, for we are His spoil, taken in battle.

Almighty grace bowed us down when we were stiff-necked; almighty grace delivered us from our habits of sin when we were fast bound by them; almighty grace broke the iron bars of our despair and led us into liberty; let all the glory be ascribed unto the Almighty Redeemer. With a high hand and an outstretched arm He brought us forth from the Egypt of our lusts and taught our willing feet the way to the heavenly Canaan.

And now we grace His chariot wheels as servants, not in manacles of iron, but in silken fetters of love.

‘As willing captives of our Lord;
we sing the triumphs of His Word,’

And confess Him to be our Master and none beside.

— ‘The Way of Honour’ - ‘Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit’ Vol. 19 p. 352 (C.H. Spurgeon)


O, beloved!

We know such pain this side of eternity, do we not? We know that all of humanity is either captive to sin or captive to Christ, yes? But beloved, one kind of captivity is that which binds in manacles of iron, and results in death. And the other kind of captivity is that which binds in silken fetters of love, and results in Life! Which shall we choose, beloved? Which indeed?!

Consider with me all He has done for us, beloved? He has loved us with an everlasting love, even when we were entirely unlovable (as we are still, in fact). He has planted His Word in our hearts, and given us a desire to know more of Him. He has placed us in and amongst of a Body where we can learn to love and forgive, and practice confessing and repenting, over and over again. He has revealed Himself to us in our pain and sorrow, caused us to grieve and ache that we might long to dwell with Him forever. He has promised us Forever Love, Forever Peace, One Day! All that He has given already, beloved! Do we not want to be His willing servants?

We give Him ourselves cheerfully, yes? We ask Him to subdue any bit of rebellion in our hearts. We ask Him to do His will, not our own. We are grieved by what grieves Him, aren’t we, beloved?

We wouldn’t want any other Master, would we? For who could be gentler, more gracious, more powerful, more loving, more tender, more forgiving than our great God? He changes not, beloved! His Love for us is forever - no matter what comes!

May we delight to be bound by Him, beloved! May we thank Him, that He gives us the honor of being His captives! For He is a gentle and just Master! He binds us only with His Love, beloved - nothing more! Isn’t that amazing?!

Therefore, we will bow low before Him Together, today and every day! We practice bowing now, beloved, but One Day, the worship of our Beloved King will be our one vocation, our holy aim! I can hardly wait, beloved- for such joy as this!

Willing captives, beloved! This is who we are, now and always! Praise Him!

Always, And For All Things

Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

— Ephesians 5:20 (KJV)

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The difficult point is to give thanks to Him for the bitter things, for the disguised blessings, for the love tokens that come to us from Him in black envelopes, for those benefits which travel to us via crucis, by way of the cross, which are generally the most heavily laden wagons that ever come from our Father’s country. We are to give thanks for the dark things, the cutting things, the things which plague and vex us, and disquiet our spirits, for these are among the ‘all things’ for which we ought to praise and bless God.

Doubtless, if our eyes were opened, like those of Elijah’s servant, we should see our trials to be amongst our choicest treasures. If we exercise the far-seeing eye of faith and not the dim eyes of sense, we shall discover that nothing can be more fatal to us than to be without affliction, and that nothing is more beneficial to us than to be tried as with fire. Therefore we will glory in tribulations also; we will bless and magnify the name of the Lord that He leads us through the wilderness that He may prove us, and that He may fit us for dwelling by-and-by in the promised land.

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The day will come, when we shall fulfill our text in the widest sense, for then we shall give thanks to God, at the winding up of the drama, of human history, for everything that has happened, from the fall even to the destruction of the wicked. We may not be able to do so now. Our eye sees the gigantic evil, and does not see the over-ruling good which, like a boundless sea rolls over all: the dreadful mysteries of evil make us tremble as we think of them; but the day may come when, with the Lord Jesus, we may not only bless God for electing love, but may even say, ‘I thank Thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that Thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent.’

The day may come when even the darkest side of the divine decrees, and the profoundest depths of the divine action, shall cause us to adore with gratitude, and when even that which can least be understood in providence, shall no longer be the subject of awe-struck wonder, but of unspeakable delight. We shall trace the line of perfection along the course of the divine decrees and workings, and though the way of the Lord may have seemed to us to be inscrutable, we shall then adore Him for that wondrous display of all His attributes— His justice, His love, His truth, His faithfulness, His omnipotence — which shall blaze forth with tenfold splendor.

In heaven we shall give thanks to God always for all things, without exception, and throughout eternity we shall magnify His holy name, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Let us do it as best we can today, God’s Spirit helping us.

— ‘Always, and For All Things’ - The Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit Vol. 19 pg. 66-68 (C.H. Spurgeon)


Beloved? (gentle) I know today was a hard day for you, and that’s ok. (tender) Hard days, they tell us that something isn’t right - with us, with the world. Hard days cause us to recognize our immense dissatisfaction and need, and point us to the only One who can satisfy and provide for us perfectly, do you know? (gentle) So hard days are nothing to be ashamed of or regret, please?

When you have a hard day, you never need fear that you’re ‘dragging me down’ or ‘not being strong for me’ or any such nonsense, beloved. (gentle) When you are having a hard day, I want to know. Because I want to know you, my beloved! And because it’s my delight to walk beside you in and through anything and everything here, in this pilgrim land, beloved - just as you do with and for me, yes?

Do you see what these words of Spurgeon and of Scripture are trying to tell us, beloved? We are to give thanks for All Things, my sweet one! Even - perhaps, especially - those things which come to us by way of the cross. The cross always looks like death, beloved, but what follows always is Life! Beautiful, glorious, everlasting Life!

Our eyes just can’t see that clearly much of the time, beloved. We’re stuck in the blackness, the dark, scary, silent tomb…but do you see how that isn’t the end of the Story, beloved? (gentle) Love and Life are always the end of every story He writes!

We don’t understand now, beloved, but we will, some Day! We will see how every tear, every ache, every longing was His wooing and His weaving - His priceless gift to us, beloved! It will be so! I have faith! Please have faith with me? May we trust His words Together, please? May we practice, Together, giving thanks in all things? I would like to learn that with you, beloved, alongside you. I think it would please Him so.

We will do our best then, my sweet one, to honor and worship and adore Him in this way, day by day, moment by moment, until we are - at last! - Home, Together, forever!!! What a blessed Day that will be, yes?! (excited) Soon and very Soon, beloved! He is coming for us! All praise and thanks be unto our Good King, now and always - come what may!

Thou Art Beloved

Let peace be thine first, because thou art ‘greatly beloved.’ Whatever is happening or not happening, thou are greatly beloved. The Lord loved thee or ever the earth was, He redeemed thee with the blood of His own Son, He hath called thee into fellowship with Jesus—Peace! thou art beloved, does not that give you peace? ‘Hush, my babe,’ says the mother, ‘lie still and slumber,’ and the sweetest hush in all her lullaby is the mention of her own love. So, dear child of God, be still, be calm, thou art beloved of heaven.

— ‘The Man Greatly Beloved’ - The Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit pg. 10 (C.H. Spurgeon)


O, beloved!

Do you know? You are greatly beloved.

Please don’t forget. Every precious word spoken, every thing created, every action, every divine ordination, is His sovereign purpose in making this known to you.

Every chastisement, every act of grace, every work of mercy, everything is sanctioned by God for His glory and our good.

So, beloved…do you see? We are safe.

Please, do not fear, my child. Be at peace. We are loved with an everlasting, steadfast Love.

All is well.

Together: Sharing Abundance

For as we share abundantly in Christ's sufferings, so through Christ we share abundantly in comfort too.

— 2 Corinthians 1:5

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There is a perfect balance in this. God in His providence operates the scales; on one side He puts His people’s trials, and on the other He puts their consolations. When the scale of trial is nearly empty, you will always find the scale of consolation in nearly the same condition; and when the scale of trials is full, you will find the scale of consolation just as heavy. When the dark clouds gather, the light is more brightly revealed to us. When night falls and the storm is brewing, the Heavenly Captain is always closest to His crew. It is a blessed thing that when we are most downcast, then we are most lifted up by the consolations of the Spirit. One reason is, trials make more room for consolation. Great hearts can only be made by great troubles. The spade of trouble digs the reservoir of comfort deeper and makes more room for consolation. God comes into our hearts — He finds it full — He begins to break our comforts and to make it empty; then there is more room for grace. The humbler a man is, the more comfort he will always have, because he will be more fitted to receive it. Another reason why we are often happiest in our troubles is this — then we have the closest dealings with God. When the barn is full, man can live without God: When the purse is bursting with gold, we try to do without so much prayer. But when our shelter is removed, then we want our God; when the house is purged of idols, then we are compelled to honor the Lord. “Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord!” There is no cry so good as that which comes from the bottom of the mountains, no prayer half so hearty as that which comes up from the depths of the soul, through deep trials and afflictions. They bring us to God, and we are happier; for nearness to God is happiness. Come, troubled believer, do not fret over your heavy troubles, for they are the heralds of weighty mercies.

— Morning and Evening (February 12th - Morning), C. H. Spurgeon


O, beloved!

Do you see? What grace!? What mercy!? My! O, my heart! I am amazed and overcome by awe and wonder in considering our Lord’s blessed dealings with us! I only see dimly now, through these eyes of faith, some little bits of the glory that is wrapped up in this truth…but some Day!…

Some Day, beloved, we will see Him as He is, beloved! Some Day, in the fullness of Time, we’ll see fully ALL of His marvelous, loving acts of grace, mercy, and goodness towards us!

O, beloved! (gentle) Let us persevere by faith. Let us ask — let us cry out to Him moment by moment in reverent awe and wonder — let us continually trust in His sovereign will. Aye, gladly!

He is good.

All is well.

Peace be with you.

The Glorious Habitation

Lord thou hast been our dwelling-place in all generations.

— Psalm 90:1

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Have you ever known what it is to have God for your dwelling-place in the sense of comfort? Do you know what it is, when you have storms behind you, to feel like a sea-bird, blown to the land by the very storm? Do you know what it is, when you have been caged sometimes by adversity, to have the string cut by divine grace, and like the pigeon that flies at once to its own dovecot, have you sped your way across the ether, and found yourself in God? Do you know what it is, when you are tossed on the waves, to go down into the depths of Godhead, there rejoicing that not a wave of trouble ruffles your spirit, but that you are serenely at home with God your own Almighty Father? Can you, amid all the uneasiness of this desert journey, find a comfort there? Is the breast of Jesus a sweet pillow for your head? Can you, lie thus on the breast of Deity? Can you put yourself in the stream of Providence and float along without a struggle, while angels sing around you—divinely guided, divinely led—"We are bearing thee along the stream of Providence to the ocean of eternal bliss!" Do you know what it is to lie on God, to give up all care, to drive anxiety away, and there—not in a recklessness of spirit, but in a holy carelessness—to be careful for nothing, "but in every thing by supplication to make known your wants unto God?" If so you have gained the first idea; "Lord, thou hast been our dwelling-place throughout all generations."

It is possible to stand exposed to the utmost degree of danger, and yet to feel such a holy serenity that we can laugh at fear; too great, too mighty, too powerful through God to stoop for one moment to the cowardice of trembling, "we know whom we have believed, and we are persuaded that he is able to keep that which we have committed unto him." When houseless men wander, when poor distressed spirits, beaten by the storm, find no refuge, we enter into God, and shutting behind us the door of faith, we say, "Howl, ye winds; blow, ye tempests; roar, ye wild beasts; come on, ye robbers!"

"He that hath made his refuge God,
Shall find a most secure abode,
Shall walk all day beneath his shade,
And there at night shall rest his head."

The Christian knows no change with regard to God. He may be rich to-day, and poor to-morrow; he may be sickly to-day and well to-morrow; he may be in happiness to-day, to-morrow he may be distressed; but there is no change with regard to his relationship to God. If he loved me yesterday he loves me to-day. I am neither better nor worse in God than I ever was. Let prospects be blighted, let hopes be blasted, let joy be withered, let mildews destroy every thing, I have lost nothing of what I have in God. He is my strong habitation whereunto I can continually resort. The Christian never becomes poorer, and never grows richer with regard to God. "Here," he can say, "is a thing that never can pass away or change. On the brow of the Eternal there is never a furrow; his hair is unwhitened by age; his arm is unpalsied by weakness; his heart does not change in its affections; his will does not vary in its purpose; he is the immutable Jehovah, standing fast and forever. Thou art our habitation! As the house changes not, but stands in the same place, so have I found thee from my youth up. When first I was cast upon thee from my mother's breast, I found thee my God of Providence. When first I knew thee by that spiritual knowledge which thou alone canst give, I found thee a sure habitation; and I find thee such now. Yea, when I shall be old and gray-headed, I know thou wilt not forsake me; thou wilt be the same dwelling-place in all generations."

— ‘The Glorious Habitation‘ - The New Park Street Pulpit Vol I pg. 347 (C.H. Spurgeon)


O, beloved!

This boldness of faith! My prayer, now – always – is for Him to give this to us in His perfect proportion.

I wonder…(pondering)…every day that He supplies us with breath, every day we experience life here…He is… working in and through us, yes? Aye.

We, of course, feel like we have good days, and bad days. Perhaps. Yes, perhaps. But, that’s only what we see.

Beloved? We see so very little. We see what’s set before our very eyes right now, and we hear the things within range of our ears — well, sometimes. We are able to pull from a vast archive of memories, some sweet, some bitter. We can, of course, take into account what others share with us too — what they see and hear. Even still, the capacity and the quantity of what is perceived by us is so incredibly fractional, so small, so limited; it’s…hardly even worth mentioning, really. Although, even though it’s inconsequential in the grand scheme of things, to us, it matters a great deal — of course.

(ahem) Where was I going with this? Ah yes — maturity, growth, progress, purpose, faith, uni❤️— those thoughts. Yes.

What I’m trying to say is…

He is good. The world may be falling apart around us, we may feel like complete and utter failures according to our perception of things; but I believe, regardless as to our circumstances, our feelings, our sense of well-being — He — every. single. day. accomplishes exactly what He set out to accomplish in us.

O, soul! Did you experience a trial today? Aye. And, did you feel lost without your Savior? Aye. Did you clamor about frantically until you found rest in Him? Aye. Then cheer up, O heart! He further solidified your need for Him! He, once again, proved Himself to be your shelter, your fortress, your all.

O, beloved! Did you stumble and fall? Did you grasp, yet again? Did you, out of desperation, grope about in the dark hoping to find comfort? Aye. Did the flesh seem to prevail, once again? Did you begin to doubt? Did you start sinking beneath the waves? Oh! You heard the wind, did you? Oh! The waves…those are…BIG…

And down you went. Aye. But, you cried out for help, to Jesus. He, tenderly, held your hand; He pulled you up, again. He lifted your head, once more. Beloved? He accomplished exactly what He set out to accomplish, for that day, that moment in time. Now we know more of His mercy and grace, do we not? He is in control of all things, see? He sees what we don’t see, beloved. He knows all. He is our all. He is everything our heart desires and more. He satisfies the desires we can’t even name — the ones we don’t even know we have.

He is our glorious habitation: now, and forever and ever. Already, yes. Not yet fully, but soon!

O, beloved! Take heart! You feel downcast, O my soul. Yes, and you are precious because of it. It shows your care, your tenderness, your neediness. You are worth more than you can ever begin to imagine. He is good.

Let us praise Him, this day, and again tomorrow, and every day He gives us breath, beloved. Whatever may come our way — all is well. Not because of what we have done – no – but because He is our glorious habitation — secured by His own shed blood.

My spirit, and His Spirit within me, testify to this truth; supplied by faith through Him — all gifts fully undeserved. O, beloved! His steadfast love is better than life, let our lips praise Him!

- written with tears of joy

To Be With Christ

My desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better.

— Philippians 1:23 (ESV)

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Oh, to think of heaven without Christ! It is the same thing as thinking of hell. Heaven without Christ! It is the day without the sun; existing without life, feasting without food, seeing without light. It involves a contradiction in terms. Heaven without Christ! Absurd. It is the sea without water, the earth without its fields, the heavens without their stars. There cannot be heaven without Christ. He is the sum total of bliss; the fountain from which the heaven flows, the element of which heaven is composed. Christ is heaven and heaven is Christ. You shall change the words and make no difference in the sense. To be where Jesus is is the highest imaginable bliss, and bliss away from Jesus is inconceivable to the child of God.

If you were invited to a marriage feast, and you were yourself to be the bride, and yet the bridegroom were not there - do not tell me about feasting. In vain they ring the bells till the church tower rocks and reels, in vain the dishes smoke and the red wine sparkles, in vain the guests shout and make merry: if the bride looks around her and sees no bridegroom, the dainties mock her sorrow and the merriment insults her misery. Such would a Christless heaven be to the saints. If you could gather Together all conceivable joys, and Christ were absent, there would be no heaven to His beloved ones. Hence it is that heaven is to be where Christ is.

To dwell with Christ, to feel His love,
Is the full heaven enjoyed above;
And the sweet expectation now,
Is the young dawn of heaven below.

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Thanks be to God for all the mercies of the pilgrimage, for all the dropping manna and the flowing stream; but oh, the wilderness with all its manna, is nothing compared with the land that floweth with milk and honey. Let the road be paved with mercy, it is not so sweet as the Father’s house of the many mansions to which it leads. It is true that, in the battle, our head is covered, the wings of angels oft protect us, and the Spirit of God Himself nerves our arm to use the sword; but who shall say that the victory is not better than the battle? The warrior who has won the most victory will tell you that the gladdest day will be when the sword rattled back into the scabbard, and the victory is won for ever.

Oh, the wooing of Christ and the soul, this is very sweet: the rapturous joys we have had in the love-making between Christ and us, we would not exchange for emperors and kings, even if they offered us their crowns; but the marriage day will be better far, the glorious consummation of our soul’s highest desire, when we shall be with our Wellbeloved where He is. Far better, said the apostle, and he meant it; far better it is.

He did not say — and I want you to notice this again — though he might have said it, ‘We shall be in better condition; no poverty there, no sickness there;’ he did not say, ‘We shall be better in character;’ he might have said it: there will be no sin, no depravity, no infirmity, no temptation there. He did not say, ‘We shall be better in employment,’ though surely it will be better to wait on the Master, close at His hand, than to be here amongst sinners and often amongst cold-hearted saints. He did not say, ‘We shall have better society there,’ though, truth to tell, it will be better to be with the perfect than the imperfect. Neither did he say we shall see fairer sights there, though we shall see the city that hath foundations of jasper, whose light is the light of the Lamb’s own presence. But he did say, ‘To be with Christ.’ He summed it up there. The bare being with Christ would be far better. And so it will be. Our spirit longs for it.

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…If we have believed in Jesus, we are on a journey Home, and all fear of death is now annihilated. You notice the apostle does not say anything at all about death, he did not think it worth mentioning; in fact, there is no such thing to a Christian. I have heard of people being afraid of the pains of death. There are no pains of death: the pain is in life. Death is the end of pain. It is all over. Put the saddle on the right horse. Do not blame death for what he does not do. It is life that brings pain: death to the believer ends all evil. Death is the gate of endless joy, and shall we dread to enter there? No, blessed be God, we will not.

And this points us to the fountain of bliss while we are here, for if heaven is to be with Christ, then the nearer we get to Christ here, the more we shall participate in that which makes the joy of heaven. If we want to taste heaven’s blessed dainties while here below, let us walk in unbroken fellowship with Him — so we shall get two heavens, a little heaven below, and a boundless heaven above, when our turn shall come to go Home…Go to Jesus now by humble faith, that afterwards He may say, ‘Come; ye did come on earth, now come again, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from before the foundation of the world.’

— ‘For Ever With the Lord’ - The Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit pg. 570-576 (C.H. Spurgeon)


O, beloved!

Do you see?! All our desires are really the desire for Christ Himself? It is Him we long for - Him!

And we’re getting nearer to Him, beloved, we are! With each passing moment in Time, with each tear that falls, with each ache and pain that is life here…we are getting closer to our Beloved, the tender lover of our souls! The One who created and formed us; the One who delights to please us and who delights for us to find our pleasure in Him!

We know more of Him now than when we first began, do we not?! And we will know more of Him yet, as Time plods on, yes?! (hopeful)

He is only wooing us now, beloved! Leading us tenderly though this wilderness. He is caressing our hands, and kissing our eyes, and whispering words of love in our hard-of-hearing ears! And His wooing is wonderful! We find great joy in the wooing!

But beloved?

What we’re really waiting for, really longing for…is the marriage feast and the final consummation, are we not?! The perfect coming Together?! The joining of two into One? When we are, Together, united to Christ?

Yes, beloved.

It is that for which we wait and long.

But while we wait and long for that glorious Day, beloved…we catch glimpses of His glory here, yes? When we are near to Him, looking for Him, He shows us bits of Himself! He shows us His love and grace and forgiveness! He shows us tenderness and self-sacrifice and true intimacy! I think He’s trying to reveal Himself to us in this, beloved! All of it!

And that should give us great Hope, yes? That He loves us enough to make Himself known? The God of the Universe? To sinful, messy humans like us, beloved? Yes! What great Hope that brings!

Beloved? (so very tender) We get a little heaven now, but a boundless heaven One Day, do you know?

Only a taste here, but an everlasting feast to consume There! Only a bit of wooing here, but perfectly full and eternal intimacy There! Only the most fleeting glance at Christ here, but There, we will behold Him face to face!

O, beloved. (gentle)

To be with Christ is far better than anything we could ever ask or imagine. He loves us so. Let us submit to Him, willingly, gladly, forever Together, please? For He is good, so very good. We rest in Him, now and always.

A Bottle In The Smoke

For I am become like a bottle in the smoke; yet do I not forget thy statutes.

— Psalm 119:83

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But there are other trials: and this brings us to remark, that our trials frequently result from our comforts. What makes the smoke? Why, it is the fire, by which the Arab warms his hands, that smokes his bottle, and smokes him too. So, beloved, our comforts usually furnish us with troubles. It is the law of nature, that there should never be a good, without having an ill connected with it. What if the stream fertilize the land? It can sometimes drown the inhabitants. What if the fire cheer us? doth it not frequently consume our dwellings? What if the sun enlighten us? does he not sometimes scorch and smite us with his heat? What if the rain bring forth our food, and cause the flowers to blossom on the face of the earth? does it not also break the young blossom from the trees, and cause many diseases? There is nothing good without its ill, there is no fire without its smoke. The fire of our comfort will always have the smoke of trial with it. You will find it so, if you instance the comforts you have in your own family. You have relations; mark you, every relationship engenders its trial, and every fresh relationship upon which you enter opens to you, at one time certainly, a new source of joys, but infallibly also a new source of sorrows.

Just as the birds that visit us fly away from us, so do our joys bring sorrow with them. In fact, joy and sorrow are twins; the blood which runs in the veins of sorrow, runs in the veins of joy too. For what is the blood of sorrow, is it not the tear? and what is the blood of joy? When we are full of joy do we not weep? Ah! that we do. The same drop which expresses joy is sorrow's own emblem; we weep for joy, and we weep for sorrow. Our fires gives smoke, to tell us that our comforts have their trials with them. Christian men! you have extraordinary fires, which others have never kindled; expect then to have extraordinary smoke. You have the presence of Christ; but then you will have the smoke of fear, lest you should lose it. You have the promise of God's Word—there is the fire of it: but you have the smoke sometimes, when you read it without the illumination of God's Spirit. You have the joy of assurance; but you have also the smoke of doubt, which blows into your eyes, and well nigh blinds you. You have your trials, and your trials arise from your comforts. The more comfort you have, the more fire you have, the more sorrows shall you have, and the more smoke.

And yet more: trials which are not felt are unprofitable trials. If there be no blueness in the wound, then the soul is not made better; if there be no crying out, then there will be no emptying out of our depravity. It is just so much as we feel, that we are profited; but a trial unfelt must be a trial unsanctified, a trial under which we do not feel at all, cannot be a blessing to us, because we are only blessed by feeling it, under the agency of God's Holy Spirit. Christian man! do not blush, because you are like a bottle in the smoke: because you are sensitive under affliction, for so you ought to be.

It is marvellous how bright we are when everything goes right with us; but it is equally marvellous how black we get when a little tribulation comes upon us. We think very well of ourselves while there is no smoke; but let the smoke come, and it just reveals the blackness of our hearts. Trials teach us what we are; they dig up the soil, and let us see what we are made of; they just turn up some of the ill weeds on the surface; they are good, for this reason, they make us know our blackness.

— ‘A Bottle in the Smoke‘ - The New Park Street Pulpit Vol II pg. 139-141 (C.H. Spurgeon)


O, beloved.

Isn’t it so very true - how any/all comforts we experience here, in this life, are bittersweet?

There is a sweetness to them, no doubt; and this, it seems, is part of His graciousness in allowing us to taste His goodness. But there is also, most definitely, a bitterness too - for each comfort is only a taste, at best.

And, oh! How both the joy and the sorrow, the fire and the smoke well up tears in our eyes, beloved. The beauty and the pain…they seem to go hand-in-hand here. Perhaps some Day, they will be sanctified – we hope. In the meantime – So. Many. Tears. We must trust they are all for His glory and our good, somehow.

It’s good that we feel them, yes? Aye. For otherwise they’d be useless. Therefore – feel them – we shall.

Beloved? When the ache, the bitterness, the pain is overbearing…please don’t lose hope. It’s okay to weep, to lament, to cry out to God in desperation. He knows. He cares. He is compassionate.

I’m still not quite sure what to do with the ache….although I know it should draw us closer to Him. Maybe that’s all it’s intended to do? (pondering) I know so very little, but He knows - that’s all that matters.

Let us be thankful, beloved, for both the fire and the smoke. We are loved.